Hmmmmm a mommy who quotes Alfred E. Neuman, not sure if that is going to be heartily appreciated...we shall see.
As someone who has never been a fan of sugar coating etc, I plan on being pretty straight forward on here, which may be hard for some people so just giving you a heads up.
Now, I can honestly say, that I am worried. With my age, and current health (or lack thereof) I kind of have cause for concern. The odds increase for miscarriage at my age, as do complications during labor. And by the time I am actually to term I will be 38 years old, much older than I anticipated for being a first time mommy.
I worry, that I am not going to do everything just right and will lose this wonderful gift. I worry that I will do everything just right and will still lose this wonderful gift.
How can you love something so much that is the size of a pea? My heart completely belongs to this Bean and it's isn't even done forming yet.
I am trying to just relax and enjoy the experience but can't help having nagging concerns.
In about 14 more weeks we can find out the sex of the Bean and can start using their real name.
So maybe I just need to look to the milestones and not worry about any potholes in the road ahead.
Let's see: next milestone..... During week 6 (the week Week By Week Pregnancy Calendar says I am in next week) Bean will start to develop their face *sigh* yeah, I can do this. :)
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