Right, so I mentioned that I have a friend who had a hysterical pregnancy a little over a year ago, we have been commiserating about our struggles in fertility ever since. Now that I am pregnant I can't help but feel guilty about posting things on Facebook etc. I know what it feels like to want to block someone who you really care about from your Facebook feed because you just can't take all the baby talk anymore... So, why am I still posting knowing how it feels to think you are never going to get pregnant...
Because I am super excited and I know she will be too when she becomes pregnant. When you have tried and wished and hoped for something for so long, to actually have it come true isn't something you can contain. At least not for me. I want to tell perfect strangers, so of course I want to share it with everyone near and dear to me.
So, am I going to feel a little guilty every time I post something? Yup. Is it going to stop me from posting? Probably not.
I don't know if Bean will read this blog one day....who knows if anybody will; but if Bean is reading this someday in the very distant future, know how loved you are already; before you can even move, know how wanted you are and how happy you have made your parents. (to say nothing of how excited Grandma Bell is!)
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